Luke- the next step
Luke is having the second operation on his brain tumour tomorrow to try and remove more of it.
Please more healthy cyber vibes for the operation. He sent me a photo on his phone of his big belly and puffed up face from the steroids. I gota tell you, I've had a skinny brother my whole life, it made me blub a little, but that's not hard at the moment if anything concerns Luke.
He will then have to have radation which terrifies me and makes me feel sick. Altogether I feeI have been like a scared little girl throughout the whole thing. He sent me a text yesterday saying he could do with hug from his big sister. Well, you can imagine...
I can't sleep again. I was up til 2.30am this morning and I anticipate another late one. I'm exhausted but my mind races the moment hits the pillow.
Moxie send some reiki healing down to Preston please :)
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Hi Kell
Will be thinking of you tomorrow and will remember Luke in my thoughts and prayers as he takes another step on his road to beat this.
Take good care of yourself and lean on those around you. You need support att a time like this so don't try and cope alone.
Bec x x x
Huge hugs
XXX
The very best thoughts of healing to your lil' bro...
Take care of yourself, Kell!
xxCyn
You are all in my thoughts. Hugs xxx
Sending some to you too to help you find the strength you need.
Big hugs honey
xxx
My brain is so fucked at the moment it took Ess to make me realise it was today the other night. It felt like it was another week or so away. WHen I rang him he was already in hospital. Just filled with guilt and shame all the time.
Anyway, today is my cousin Jess's 15th birthday (Sam's eldest) and a funny old date in my history so feeling slightly positive. Lovely to know so many people who have never even met my bro have him in their thoughts x